I didn't think that after having gone through all of this before I would be so emotional about a month of sobriety.
But, well here I am and I'm really grateful, and totally overwhelmed.
I have my one month chip, which 2 years ago I promised I wouldn't make a big deal about, but I have to admit, my heart kinda skipped a beat, and I'm both scared and excited.
I'm scared that it's only been a month, and it seems so close to how completely shit I made everything before. I'm also excited and glad to have gotten through 34 whole fucking days!
This feels like uncharted territory, although I've been here before a bunch of times.
I guess I feel like because I have a guide and a map of sorts, and support, it is so much less daunting...
So here's goes day 35 :)
