Day 21

Friday, June 12, 2009

3 Weeks in.

I'm aware today of how exhausted I am; be it the weather, the stress or the overall week.
It is Friday, so thank God for small blessings.
I'm certainly ready for a break.

I don't have a whole lot to say--but I'm proud to be 3 weeks sober.
I have my usual mix of music on at work--but this song has been making me think.

I feel like there's this little part of me that is trying to get solace, while another part just wants to silence it...thus the using or drinking.
I guess I need to learn to listen to myself entirely to get to a place of healing.
I'm only really a shadow of myself while I'm hurting myself.

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